My last post was really negative and I’m sorry I am trying my best. I just want to be transparent with you. I don’t want to be a Debby downer. Sometimes we feel great, sometimes we don’t. I want who ever reading this to know that once again you are not alone. I don’t like being alone, but I’ve learned it is okay to be. You discover things about yourself that you did not know before. You do not need anyone to complete you. I had this realization and it fucking empowered me. I can do this. I can live and survive with out the love I once craved. Once we say that to ourselves and don’t take it personal and realize there is something better awaiting us in the future, is when we can know that no matter who did us wrong why let them take away our happiness and joy when we have so much to offer to this beautiful crazy world? I can get out there, I can be myself again. Even though I am a little broken, aren’t we all a little broken inside? I was told I was emotionally unstable by my ex, but don’t we all have days where we have ups and downs?
Love is something that will never go away, at least for me. The people I have invested my love into is a feeling that will not just fade. Maybe it can for the other person, but I am deciding to choose love over everything. No matter how bad someone or the love of your life did you wrong, at the end of the day I know seeing his/their face will always put a smile on my face. No matter the circumstance or if there was a problem/fight, seeing their name pop up on you phone or seeing them in person whether it is on purpose or on accident. Even if they have moved on. Just the thought of them, if that makes you happy I feel like that is love. Right? What are your definitions of love? Have you had any experiences were you felt the presence of love from another man or woman?